...there was nothing better -or worse- than being talked down by yourself in your voice.
...oh and she went as far as to--- he felt the color drain from his/her face. ..she said their grandfather had been a fool.. talkeda gainst the elder. It was even WORSE than badmouthing Hiashi-sama.
"...what am I.. even..." he was unable to finish his sentence, falling o his knees staring at the ground with unfocussed eyes. No, really, just what had come over him? "I'm dirty..." his voice was even more silent than wind, but he acknowledged the fact he -was- dirty. How could his own mind be so twisted? Using this situation in such a way. If only he had spoken to her sooner, found out her -own- thoughts about familly matters...
After the family matters, however? There were those words too. ...he -did- find someone that thought he was acceptable, and this? This couldn't get to her ears. "..more important than.. than my... ah.." did he really have that many of those hickeys? He hardly minded the itch, it reminded him of her! "....please don't.... tell her..."
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...there was nothing better -or worse- than being talked down by yourself in your voice.
...oh and she went as far as to--- he felt the color drain from his/her face.
..she said their grandfather had been a fool.. talkeda gainst the elder. It was even WORSE than badmouthing Hiashi-sama.
"...what am I.. even..." he was unable to finish his sentence, falling o his knees staring at the ground with unfocussed eyes. No, really, just what had come over him? "I'm dirty..." his voice was even more silent than wind, but he acknowledged the fact he -was- dirty. How could his own mind be so twisted? Using this situation in such a way. If only he had spoken to her sooner, found out her -own- thoughts about familly matters...
After the family matters, however? There were those words too.
...he -did- find someone that thought he was acceptable, and this? This couldn't get to her ears. "..more important than.. than my... ah.." did he really have that many of those hickeys? He hardly minded the itch, it reminded him of her! "....please don't.... tell her..."